>.< Why does everyone obsess over eating breakfast >.< Bloody father insists on the consumption of decent amounts of food >.<. Don't see why coffee isn't good enough >.<.

So anyway, SQUEE it was my best friends birthday friday and we double dated at her house for dinner. Was muchly lolz as every second sentance was a sex joke. Most common would have been "swallow or it goes in your eye!". Funniest thing would have probably been when solo DID get spilt in me and Pheonixs eyes -_-'. Please note; Solo in eyes burns.

We shall also be double dating at the zoo on wednesday *dances* which shall be made of win because of our amazing maturity levels .

Then thursday its her ACTUAL birthday party which is at darklight laser shooting followed by a sleepover at her house. I look forward to kicking everyones asses. Again XD. Fortunately her mother is rather epic with the trust thing and is allowing me to sleep over with all the girls when she knows I'm bi.

Sooo... it's been a short ammount of time since I updated :S. Basically nothing has become more interesting, I've been with Pheonix for just over 8 months now, I am wanting a bonsai tree very badly, the first 300 munny I get is being spent on a birthday/christmas present for Pheonix (he squealed like a small girlchild when I told him I was getting him a real life version of Sting[Frodo's short sword]), My sisterfriend of 6 years is turning 18 on the second of August and my birthday is coming up soonish...
And I still need my Saïx gear >.<

I swear, I manage to relate all songs to something in my life... Thankfully I can now listen to "Miserable At Best" by Mayday Parade without getting insta memories of my ex. I'm so bored I'm going to do a list of a few lyrics .

1. "On It" by MSI- 'Madness right now, better watch out when you get me going' makes me think of my temper and my hyper moodswings.

2. "Bang Bang Boom" by The Moffats- 'Mona lisa by my side, with the devious ol' smile, she's a devil in disguise, still she makes me touch the sky, love supplier when I need, stole my heart and made me bleed' makes me think of me and Pheonix. I actually get a devious/sadistic smile sometimes and I can be a devil but he loves it XD.

3. "Let It Go" by Escape The Fate- 'I'm on the verge of a crackdown, I'm freakin’ out, got a bottle of Jack down, I'm on my way to a blackout' makes me think of a recent incident where me and a very close friend stopped talking because she wanted me to leave Pheonix for her and I decided to get very very very drunk to forget. Ended up drinking so many assorted drinks I was vomitting everywhere (Y).

4. "Shut Me Up" by MSI- 'The bass, the rock, the mic, the trouble, I like my coffee black just like my metal' is simply true. Black metal is epic. Black coffee is epic (though I do prefer white).

5. "Everything Ends" by Slipknot- 'You are wrong, fucked, and overrated I think Im gonna be sick and its your fault' pretty much makes me think of everyone mainstream that hate me. XD. 'Cant really live, cant really endure, everything I see reminds me of her, god I wish I didnt care anymore' made me think of the same chick from 3. until she tried to break me and Pheonix up.

6. "Religious Cancer" by Nailbomb- 'So blind if you pray, lost another day, get off your knees, do something for yourself' basically, christianity. I really do despise the whole thing. Though I am against trying to make people lose their religion. I am also against people trying to press their religion on other people.

7. "My Immortal" by Evanescence- 'When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears, when you screamed, I'd fight away all of your fears' makes me think of an ex boyfriend I was with for 9 months, we both were going through rough patches in our lives and we would help each other out and he got night terrors really badly and I'd comfort him after.

8. "So I Thought" by Flyleaf- 'The times were right, but I couldn't talk about it' makes me think of an almost relationship complicated thing I was in last year.

9. "Opheliac" by Emilie Autumn- 'Studies show intelligent girls are more depressed, because they know, that the world can lie' *shrug* it's true.

10. "Take This" by Staind- 'I can't believe, how far I've come, now watch me stumble, and come undone' makes me think of how I was when Pheonix broke up with me for a day until we realised the whole thing was a huge fuck up.

11. "Sound Effects and Overdramatics" by the Used- 'Keep the mask aligned, get it up in time' makes me think of how in public I try to always smile cause as soon as I don't I'm getting pestered by concerned people.

12. "Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off" by Panic At The Disco- 'So testosterone boys, and harlequin girls' makes me think of the JokerxHarleyQuinn relationship XD cause I relate everything to pairings I love XD.


I think thats about everything...
Eh